A SHORT STORY TO MY LORD.

She loved him already,

Even though he hadn’t said a word to her,

She believed he was hers to hold,

Naively,

She was pushing the ones that cared about her away,

ODE TO A SAD HEART

My emotions dire, my fears I hire.

My dreams on fire, not my souls desire.

The emptiness is filling, not so fulfilling.

Never ending.

I loved her ,
not just with words but with everything I had.
She was the blood in my veins,
The air that i breathe i was willing to give up everything for her.
I didn't want any of this,
We were together yet i felt so far away.
Wide awake i lay to sleep but i still saw flashes of my pains.
Inspite of all i was never enough for  her.
             ....©haastrup ❤

A prisoner to love

A prisoner to love

 Addicted to a life that is empty and cold

Trapped in this
pain is all i feel

MY REALIZATION WHEN IT COMES TO SOME KIND OF LOVE

I’ve realized

Falling in love is quite a punishment

An emotional one that moves you to hurting other people

College Duties : the sad heart.

Been pretty much occupied with school work, I'm really sorry about that, things are about to change on that note, I love you guys and I know you do love me right back. So not to waste time let's get to publishing.




The sad Heart.

The night was a cold one, all wrapped up in her lovers arms cosy and whatnot, she felt loved and happy.
She smiled every time he smiled into her hers and told her he loved her, placed a few kisses on her check and mouth, which made her love him the most.
The wind was the coldest at this night, shaking and shivering on her bed she turns to check if her lover was still beside her, soon she realised he was just all made up, a fragment of her imaginations. "What is love, and who is the right one?" she asked.

He.

He,
He would have gone the extra miles just to keep the one he loved, gave her an ample space in his heart, loved her flaws, a bit too much which got him burnt. He would have gone to the moon and back to keep you in his arms, all he wanted was to be loved at not laughed at.
All his life he was never lucky, finally when he felt luck shined on his path it ran out the moment it came.
He loved, trusted and cared, the moment he stopped all this he got burnt, leaving a scar which could not be healed or covered.
He got buried and she moved on, lost in this he became a wanderer seeking for the right one.
                            Blvck_chuckie.

Dreams like a funny meme.

I loved when my life had sound,
But not the other way round,
Stuck In a weird situation,

Reality.

Slowly I'd undress your mind, taking you to a reality only you could phantom, only to bring you back to reality wanting more.
                                     Blvck_chuckie

Paralyzed.

Paralyzed,
When did I become so numb,
Time passes by, am still stuck in the same place,

Blind Inception.

Insidious is blind Inception.
Reality is never really fully a reality without questions,
My mind is like a whole mansion of thoughts,

Stuck in my own world.

Your love is like fresh poison,
Every morning am sick without your love,
I search for your love when you're not around,

The Empty feeling.

The feeling of not feeling lingers in my mind,
Words expressionless,
Thoughts discouraging,

Tears.

She cried by the corner of her bed,
My heart is tired she screamed,
My eyes are heavy in tears she said,

Freedom in loneliness.

Trying to tell myself that there's freedom in my loneliness,
I found myself where i started,
The emptiness that followed me from the start,

My World.

It's the wanting you, never getting you that keeps me wanting you, missing you
Just to picture you is what gets me through.
Fit for you, I was meant for you.
What I was sent to do, meant to do
Wasn't meant for you.
Hope I said that shit right.
Cos' if I never have you
Then I could never lose you
Do you know what might happen,
If I decide to choose you
Then the world may just stop spinning, It may just well be the ending.
Talking all about existence, Who knows.
But I cannot see tomorrow
If you're not in my tomorrow,
Uh oh,
I'm trying to save the world.
How can I when you belong to me, I belong to them
Who do I give me to, who do I let win,
You or the world,
You or the world.
Your light shines so bright it's like two stars colliding.
We'll only survive if we fight it, don't fight it. Cos' if I really have to
You know I would choose you
Do you know what would happen,
If I ever lose you
Then my heart would just stop beating and my mind would just stop thinking and my strengths would turn to weakness
You know that I cannot see tomorrow,
If you're not in my tomorrow uh oh.
I've gotta save the world.
How can I when you belong to me but I belong to them
Who do I give me to, who do I let win?
You are my world.

Written by :  Chukwuka.