She loved him already,
Even though he hadn’t said a word to her,
She believed he was hers
to hold,
Naively,
She was pushing the ones
that cared about her away,
He was all that mattered,
Even when he hadn’t
still said a word to her,
Fourth year of school,
Close to the period she wouldn’t
get to see him frequently,
He approached her,
Her eyes pierced through
him, penetrating his soul,
The feeling you get when
someone you’ve spent four years of your life loving, finally approaches you is
what she felt,
They conversed almost
daily after he got my number,
she heard he was a play boy
but she turned deaf ears,
He told her he liked her,
Damn!
She nearly mistook her cheek
for her teeth,
He says “I want you and
I want this, been pushing everyone away without me even realizing”.
She felt a broad line of
lie in his words as it was too good to be true,
Then she says:
“How come I don’t
believe you?
You don’t know me enough
to push everyone away for me”
“That’s it, I don’t know
you too well because you are shying away”. He says.
Days passed by,
They hooked up,
They both got high,
She didn’t feel insecure
for the reason that she was with the one she loves,
He was quite ill but he
still made the moment passionate,
They played,
They listened to a
variety of songs,
They tried seeing a
movie but they didn’t… (Laughs),
All she wished for was
for the moment to last forever
After saying their
goodbyes the next day,
They didn’t exchange a
few words for a while,
She didn’t want to hit
him up,
She didn’t want him believing she was deeply in love with him,
He finally said “hey”,
They got talking again.
He says always that he
wants this but she wasn’t acting like she did want,
She locked up her
feelings for it to be unnoticed,
At points her heart
wants to believe him,
Then she sees things he
uploads on the internet,
Talking about a girl she
presumes to be his ex,
Things like: Bee is just
too cute, I probably shouldn’t have let go…..
Bee, My first wife, I would
love you forever….. Blah
She yelled: Oh my God!
She was crushed,
She was broken,
But she was strong,
Nobody understands how much she loves T.D
She came to the assumption that she was used as a tool
for killing his boredom
He kept crawling back
into her life saying the same thing
Then she says “T.D, if
you really want this, if you really want us, why haven’t we made it official?
He says “what’s the
point making it official and complicating things,
Don’t you think we can’t
withstand the pressure of a relationship?”
With this, she knew
already
He never wanted her,
He talks to her no more,
They talk no more till date,
The pride in her
wouldn’t make her hit him up either,
She misses him every
minute and every second of her life,
My Lord!
She’s crestfallen.
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